1. Spoke to T yesterday. I had to speak to him about how my mother is acting... He always had a good point of view on how to handle her. Still hanging out with NGF occasionally, but they, according to him are not an item... I am inclined to believe him for a change...We generally chit chatted... It took me a while to get a hold of him! Tears streaked my face as I spoke to him... It wasn't crying, there was no laboured breathing, no lump in my throat... Just tear stained cheeks and jawline.
2. Still haven't spoken to ER.
3. Make general nicenesses with Smiley every so often.
4. D&P&Me are still speaking every few days, and are waiting for an appropriate time to meet.
5. Gymbo (Named such because of his profession.) He is young, earns a good income, can get me a free full gym membership, enjoys a good time, generous and has an appreciation for art. However, I really do think he is not my type. He is a bit too over the top party boy for me... Don't get me wrong, I enjoy a night out occasionally, be he is a 'rent-a-hotel-every-weekend-in-Sydney' kinda gay... And I don't do that... And would feel bad asking him not to participate in such an activity, if our relationship evolved. Also, he is a bit to.. Uh, for lack of a better term "Un manly" for me to see myself with. (I like Blokes!) We are currently both working in the same shopping complex for the week. I suggested I drop in and we break in his new office... Hmmm, Hello Blog Update ;).
6. My anger and frustration the other day was towards my mother. She accused me of something or another... Heated discussion followed then yelling and futher were swapped. Whatever, we're over it now... But I don't drop a grudge quickly. She has little man syndrome.
7. GG was going to come out with my friends and I the other night... But, first we ran out of seats in the car to pic him up and then second, we decided to meet near his house, but the café we were going to go to has sinced closed down. He got quite angry. I find him frustrating at times. The way he speaks to people and the way he runs around with banter and his brief anger and such... Anyway, today he was all "I'm gonna come visit soon.. I'll catch a bus over." And was texting me all the time... Don't get me wrong, it was HIGHLY flattering, but he rang me, and just ticked me off, I expressed how I felt about his annoyingly neurotic, dominant conversational skills - probably not in the best manner. Then I just said "Well, I have to go now, Goodbye." and hung up... I then got online, and basically ignored him (I said one sentence) untill he went offline. I just sent him a message... "Goodnight." My, metaphorical white flag... I expect something cryptic back... Oh here is the reply... it reads: "Atleast for you it will be." TOLD YOU! Cryptic!! I am replying with, "What do you mean?"
He also questioned me earlier tonight whether I didn't like him as much since the other night... I replied I didn't feel different, but I do think that, subconciously at least, I do. Mainly because I saw a side of him that I was FULL NOT down with.
8. My friend L, mentioned in blog numero uno, has been ignoring me since the 26th of January. We were meant to go out to lunch on the 28th. I do not understand why he stopped contacting me. I have tried to make contact... Texts, myspace, facebook, phone calls, msn. I know he has read the messages on Myspace (it gives you a notice nowdays.)... Hmmm, Actually, I sent him a text about a concert I thought he would be attending that I am also going to, he replied that he would be going and was sorry about the silence... That was... I dunno, sometime in mid Feb. Only thing I have heard from him. He was completely polite about it. I have no idea what has happened. Our friendship was stronger then ever at the time and we (both had) discussed the possibility of a relationship (together). Hmmm, I dunno, shall keep you posted.
9. Nintendo... Saw him the other day. He struck up conversation. I couldn't make out whether he was being polite or was sussing me out... Hopefully the former. Although, he (surprisingly) looked better than usual. Don't get me wrong, I delve deeper than looks, I dig a wicked personality... But, I am not overly fond of his. Or his humour, demeanor etc.
10. I am currently working 9-5 as an academic persuit. I am not getting paid for it and I really dislike most of the population of the store. They are rude, unsociable, unwelcoming and possess a slack work ethic. (Except for a couple I met... One is a GREAT worker. I really enjoy his company. He has a wife and 2 kids and thats hell cute.)... The manager that showed me and Paisley (who is also doing said persuit) around is the BIGGEST fairy I have ever met. He strutted around, little finger turned out, rings littered around just below his nuckles, he patted, PATTED, one of the female staff on the head. (I will call this girl "The Scowling Girl" because thats all the bitch did.) He is also balding with an awkward blond faux hawke with brown regrowth, some form of ethnic background. (Taking the time now to say, I am not against people of different races, religions, beliefs of genders, I am simply giving further description so as you can gather an idea of his complexsion, hair density etc.) I shall name said manager "BossFairy", because he, well, is.
I said to Paisley (after observing the PAID staff) "Um, we are walking around, doing all their work, for free, while they stand around."
11. A couple I knew has broken up... I loved these two people together. We only knew each other as "Your the couple who has odd food combinations" and "Your the boy that works at that Asian Joint", but, alas, they became my favourite customers, and I their favourite worker... I saw them at a gallery opening together... They looked so beautiful, happy and proud. Anyway, today, I saw her. And we spoke, after all this time (Like, literally, a year) and they had broken up... I was sad for them. (Sucker for love... Say it, I dare ya!)
12. I have started a new job. It is to do with the catering business. Mainly, wait for it... Weddings! (Salt into all wounds!!!!!!!!)
13. I have found bruises up my arms and legs and are unsure of their origions... Updates to follow after further research.
14. I think some sex would be really good right now.
15. I am currently reading "Sam in the City. Modern Love: How the Blog Generation do it!" She is like Australia's Carrie Bradshaw. I am loving the book, and I am sure if you rooted around, you could find her blog. Samantha Brett her name is... Do your worst kids.
I will try to update sooner next time, until then... W, x.
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