Told T I loved him.

He tells me that him and NGF are official, and he has told her he loves her.

I cried and cried and cried.

Drove to the Supermarket and bought:

• 1 packet of Wonka Nerds
• 1 stick of Blackcurrent Soothers
• A enviro-bag with Beach Umbrellas on it
• a 4pk of Lemon Lime and Bitters and,
• An Acrylic Wine Goblet.

Went for a drive.

Came home, got into bed with the LLandBitters and a cask of wine.

Watched two films.

Crashed.

I was initally upset, obvs, but now I am getting used to the idea I suppose. He doesn't overly care about me anymore. He doesn't need to grieve me, because he met her and got with her soon after we officially split, he is, in my opinion probably just transferring his feelings.

But, if he feels he loves her. I am happy for him.

And now that I know there is no hope, I suppose it will be easier for me to get over it. I have kinda gone numb...

However, tonight I had a wonderful night with Paisley, Fleetfox, LJJ, Boardies and Daisy. It was hilarious.

I mentioned like a week or so ago about attractive guy at social function. I found him. :), Will keep posted.

x.