I am really at peace with the whole thing now... and our friendship is better than ever... Sorta how it was when we first met. ACTUAL mates taking the piss... I am no longer feeling hurt or rejected. I miss him, my mate, but now I have that back... And you know what; I feel satisfied that that is all I need. I don't want the relationship side back, because as you have all read.... It Was Sorta Crappy!
I feel better then I have in ages. Like a weight has been lifted...
And, I learnt about him and NGF -
- He isn't actually sure if he loves her... he just said it to make her happy. (Fucking women lol)
- She isn't very good at giving head.
- She isn't very active around the house when she stays there... Lazy bitch... I assume they are probly just doing it... but meh. I am cool with that. I just didn't want her fucking around with my sofa cushions!
- T hasn't washed the doona cover since the last time I was there... I.e; She is sleeping in my cum stains.
- I am MUCH better in the sack then what she is.
I hope this peacefulness and mateship lasts. I feel I am ready to move on now.
Oh, and uh, I know he still thinks about me when he wanks and stuff... And that he still wants to have sex with me.
W, x.
Ps. ................................................................ We had phone sex... Don't hate me. *bites fingers.*
Pps... Like my pun in the title of this post? :P
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